Happy birthday to you dad….Reason for this letter is to tell you Why I never shared my feelings to you? Why you never scolded me for my mistakes? Why i need so much courage to speak to you on how i feel & Say just one word Thank you ?
In this Year I have understood that on Earth there are only two things going on
One is development( Creation) & second is healing ( includes Destruction)
When I see development of our family not only population wise but also with socioeconomic growth wise we are developed. I do remember story of my grandfather where he worked for just 10 Rs for a year on another persons farm & then i also heard about him walking daily 40 km to sell milk, he struggled a lot to let you learn & become something. I remember him very less but as much i remember him as a person he was expressive, he always used to care for all his grandchildrens. He used to brought us papermint candy, paan for all of us. He was very simple & very kind person, he maintained very good relations with people. People still remember him as a person of good heart.
After him you started, you did your struggle & you picked up your responsiblity & created a better world for us with the help of your younger brother. Both of you understand each other in betterway. Likewise as a siblings, cousins we all have replicated same from you. We have learned unconsciously from you that how to respect each other & live as a family.We all are passing our good & bad traits to our childrens. Every child takes positive negative traits of his father & mother. Mostly mother has more influence on a male child & father has more influence on girl child. I see more of grandmother in you Like her you are always with self esteem, organised,structured & quality conscious on what you do.
A loving pure consciousness has given me a courage to write what i feel, admit my mistakes & share what i have learned from life. But till today i have never spoken out with open heart on all past incidents where i made mistakes. I was a rebel. I accept my mistakes & i regret for that.
I still remember where i promised you that i will always be around you the day when i left home, but failed to do that. But you were always there for me. You were always there with your greatness, compassion. How come you always forgive all my mistakes & be always there around me. Its not less than god to me.
You have spend all you have on me. Now is the time for me to pay back. I want you to change your perception about me just Belive in me. I want to unlearn what bad i have & start learning again from you what you have learned from life i.e
Learn kindness from you.
Learn cooperation from you.
Learn maturity form you.
Learn decision making form you.
Learn anger control form you.
Learn to live life in simpler & powerful way.
Learn from you power of giving.
As You were always there for your parents, brothers,sisters & all relatives. They believe in you, your decisions, your strengths.
Thank you for all you have given me. I promise you i will try to pay back as much i can.
I want just one thing in return
Please Please
Just give me tight Hug & say I love you too..I am proud of you.
This moment is enough for me……
Happy birthday
Happy birthday Baba
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Ohh so nice. Emotinal and practical though